life sucks. life is a fucking bitch, and then
you just plain DIE! why do i even bother going on? my life is a
living hell. i'm thosands of dollars in debt, my car is gone and i
got dick fucking all out of it after putting over into it, my
bike is dying, my insurance has run out and i've been charged a
fine for having a car accident. i havn't
been payed in three weeks (i would complain to the labor center but
they are all a bunch of dick heads), i got last month,
and half of that went directly to rent, which left me with for
the whole month. Now it's next month and I've got all of left
and I need to buy insurance (), and pay my fine (), and get
my car fixed (), and pay my rent (), and pay off that
I owe to someone else! I just don't think I'm going to make it.
Hey I thought minimum wage meant, you have to
pay at least that? Oh well I guess if I can get away with being
paied half of minimum wage, that means I can get away with going
twice the speed limit too. i am truly going insane. i've
finally crossed the limit between being "different" and being
completely irrecoverably "fucked". does anyone have a pill that I
can take and never wake up? i would be better off that way. the
world would be better off without me. if this is
the last update on hurinet, then you know why. talk to you later
(if there is a later).
Note: I self censored this one a few hours after writing it cause a
lot of the crap in it was just going overboard and made it sound
like a hate/suicide letter.
Update:
On October 27th 2003, I decided that
after this long, this old post deserved to be uncensored, for the
whole world to see. I may not be proud of some of the things I
said, but I've now made the formerly "cut out" pieces of this
letter into just a different colored text so you can see what I
previously had decided to remove from it. Enjoy. Hopefully there
will never be another letter like this ever posted on this site
again.
-Huri.if you
know html you can read the uncensored version (no longer
exists, it's all uncensored)
