Cha0s Personified, the original set of blog-like entries that started it all on huri.net, warning: may cause insanity.

nobody said life was fair or life was right. it just goes on. and so will i.

ah, life, how refreshing. always good for you to take a nice cold shower sometimes. but sometimes life is like a good cold shower, it wakes you up, slaps you in the face, kicks you in the head, then laughs at you while you stare at the simplicity of the situation. now isn't that what you can refreshing?

Right now I'm confused. Really confused. A bit stressed out, a little frustrated, but really really confused.

life - that is when you don't have to get up until 11 but get woken up at 6:30 and find out most of the fish in your aquatic tank died last night. Life is like that.

Life it great. I enjoy being 19 now. When things seem at their worst, it means they can only get better. When your at the bottom of a hill you can't go down any furthur, you can only go up.

hell0 again. h0w is it g0ing? well the w0rd of the day is libertarian.

On October 27th 2003, I decided that after this long, this old post deserved to be uncensored, for the whole world to see. I may not be proud of some of the things I said, but I've now made the formerly "cut out" pieces of this letter into just a different colored text so you can see what I previously had decided to remove from it. Enjoy. Hopefully there will never be another letter like this ever posted on this site again.

if sanity is living in the lies of society i'de rather be in the ward.

what dark secrets hide in lonely shadows¿ who knows. who will ever know? when it comes down to it who cares. IVe got so many questions. and yet nothing ever gets answered. perhaps the answers aren't what the world wants to hear.

well... hell since January 30th when life(5) was written, hell has been the word to describe things.

a few missing questions from the KNS FAQ...

HELL!! there is not much more to describe it. our company moved. things got better. things got worse. much faster. many problems.

empty. nothing. i dont know why. cold. i'm really cold now. i wish it wasnt so cold.

do you ever wonder why¿ someTImes i dO. IT doesnt always make sense but what dOEs anyMORE.

hAvE i eVEr menTIoNed, I HATE SNOW! Well right after writing thoughts(1) I went outside to disCOver slippERY slushy evil snow. What is worse than snow? SluSh.

i have a friend. my friend is four years younger than me. i have another friend. my other friend is five years older than me. i have lots of other friends.

well, for a day the roads were bare again and driving was easy. then it snowed again. the evil flakes of white floating down çollecting on my çar and turning the roads into a slushy mess. well at least i didnt have to deal with dumb çustomers today.

the guy in his truck was sanding the road. he decided to sand the side of my car. my car doesnt like sand. sand doesnt like snow. my car doesnt like snow. snow is outnumbered.

i have a car. i hate snow. my car hates snow. snow is bad.